Be special..ur special..

The BAND!

2006-09-13T06:08:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

Let me introduce to you THE BAND....

Their 1st competition! didnt get thru though...oh ya!!!danial, the one on the left was added in the band...
I was very busy with school tis sem but i did manage to attend their competion rounds at planet paradigm...yup..its a club but i wasnt clubbing..haha..saw other GVSS there too...

This picture was made into a jigsaw n given to my darlin for his birthday....

Butterfly Park!

2006-09-13T05:30:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

Here are some excursions i went ith my mum's school during the school term..haha..hey..when you re 18, its no longer child admission so some place u went loooog loooong time ago are rather expensive...so if i go along with my mum, its FREE!!!

So i went to...Sentosa's Butterfly park!!!This is the tour guide..hes quite funnily lame at times..but i learnt loads of stuff frm him..like a moth is a black butterfly..its cuzzin or sumtin.. Take a closer look at my finger...its a butterfly!!!!!okok..not a pretty one..still...its still a BUTTERFLY!... you see, i was in this eclosure n butterflies were flyin everywhere! there were some as big as my palms n some daring ones will land on your back if you re not carefully...

This is the banana insect...aka..3na's fren..haha..juz kiddin..

Then we ended our excursion with a picnic at the beach n a trip on the tram.....

2006-09-12T02:00:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

I've been super bz in sch...coz i aim to do very WELL tis sem..and these are the ppl tat i mostly spent my time wif.... Kenneth a.k.a. Seperman!!!
3na!
Isha!
Sam machine..

Josh n Javen!!

someone is missin...the V in VRIN...yup..van!!! cant find her pics..haiz..didnt have much lessons wif her coz of different timetable...neways..always had so much fun wen she was in class... :D

-pics courtesy of 3na-

The cliques!

2006-09-12T01:59:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

Here are the cliques in class..oh! watch High sch musical..its great!!!

-friends are what made life more lively-

More pics!

2006-09-12T01:30:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

I cant seem to put these pics in the last entry..so here goes... See how presentation makes alot of difference...Look like sumtin expensive rite? well..it frm our very own AFSN sch lab!yea!

Wah!!! A couple of ppl seem to be enjoyin their food ar? hehehe...
These chickens turn out to be the ones in the pic below (middle)...
-memories will never burn-

Final lesson!!!

2006-09-12T01:00:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

These pics were taken during my last CaT practical lesson..what we made tat day was our finale project...the food frm all over the world...

France!!

Mrs ____ ensuring tat her ____was takin enough for her...

Italy's honey nut roll..i think..

Everytime i see the name 'Greek', i think of Troy..tat leads mi to think of BRAD PITT!!Yea!

Grace n Li Min with their Tom Yam soup..
Here's a clue to which country the food came from: Beautiful boxer..

Hui Qi!! eww... where's the hand gloves??! eww...

Here is an example of the model student(in hair net)..Hey! bopys are welcome to AFSN!

C how stef had to reach to get the staff on the top shelves?!

Group projs! (part 2)

2006-09-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

tis is the continuation of the last entry...all my subjs had grp work..haha...

ApFS buddies!!!

as u can see, NO van...onli got ~~tri~~ 3-shaw and ~~subaru~~ subari car(no offence ar..isha..)..yup..its juz us wif karen..as usual, 3na is a detailer n compiler..wen u need to build a hse, juz cal her..she wld make a great architect..buildin wont ever collapse coz she took care of all the details..

isha is a DOLL!! she does her part promptly wif no complains! damn easy to work wif la...her work no prob..to me, she makes everytin so easy..her 'haiya-juz-do-la' attitude keeps me grounded..sumtimes i tend to complain too much but she made me realised tat if u want to get gd greats, u better start workin n stop complainin..u juz got to hand it to her for bein a great team mate!

Ah!! CaT!!

If i hapen to be in hospital n sum organs malfuction(choi-choi)..do call the followin hotlines:

1800-3na for a brain transplant...her mind is so great! haha..wah!tis sem work wif her on almost all the projs..i luv it! i hope she doesnt mind or find mi too irritatin at times..she strives hard to do well and tat made me(the used to be im-fine-wif-juz-a-pass) to achieve better results..

1800-isha for ear replacement...i luv tat she listens..sumtimes i talk too much n i shd juz be like her...listen..her juggle wif sch work esp projs, drivin lessons n work deserves more than an applause..she deserves admiration for the hard work she put into each of them..she is more focused in her work n have cease 'washin eyes'(sing the song: its rainin man..haha..)..

1800-van for loss of voice...wen u lose YOUR voice, u want back YOUR voice..so no..i dont want her voice..i want her to be talkin to mi wen im in the hospital bed..she sure brin mr sunshine..n mayb mr hottie..haha..if she hapen to find a suitable one in clubs..hehe..

these gals hv been not just gal-frens but the GREATEST! put them together n its a synergistic effect!(oh gosh! FI had realli made an impact on mi) the times we had together never bore me..i look forward to sch each day because of them!!!

-lets hope for an auld land syne-

Group projs! (part 1)

2006-09-11T23:19:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

This sem was about PROJECTS! and im luvin' it..haha...to me, its not much of the work but the ppl u work with...u see, in class we r so 'clique-ky' tat u dont realli get to noe much abt ur other classmates..it was thru projects tat i learnt more abt them n their way in grp situations...

Leadership!!!

i took leadership as my cds tis sem and once again im wif li min (frm last sem UIR grp) n wan er (frm last sem socio mate)...the guy, Jonathan a.k.a. Mr. Anything is frm IT...while groupin up to do the major project, wan er felt kindda sori for him coz he had no grp so he joined our grp..he may not be so active during grp meetins and all...BUT u shd hv seen him during presentation! Very unexpected...and the way he handled qn-time..wah!damn hero man...he 'sheltered' us gals frm the bombarding of qns and took most of it calmly....hahaha...

sumtin fishy goin on between li min n him...but she insist he's not her type..she sets very high standards wen it comes to man(ps:boys r out of her league)...she's passionate abt her music and is the vice-president of TP guitar assembly..amazin rite?!?see her so blur-blur n quite in class, u dont xpect tis..actually, she damn talkative once u let her know u..but she n wan er ar..hmm..dont seem to hv anytin to talk abt..or so they say while i was absent..mayb tats y im usually between them be it in class or in the bus...

wan er is realli funny..she's quite frank an majorly SHY...oh ya!!she stays in Punggol too!!yea!!a few blocks behind me...usually goes hm wif her..but if its late she usually refuses to tumpang in my dad's car..always sayin,"Pai seh ah..hehehe.."It was thru her tat i learnt much abt her clique n mr. ~~care bear~~ K..hahaha...

NLS an FI groupmates!!! J-boy is such a smart ass..seriously!!he can research, do calculation and still watch bleach at the same time without feelin flustered..cool rite? oh ya..he's also a great friend n a team mate u wld want if u are the blur cookoo in FI lab...he's un-selfish abt his info like logbks n notes...

Fifi is a real sticker for DETAILS...u see her so unsure of herself but dont mistaken her to b blur...she juz needs time n space to do her part of the proj(usually last min) but her work always comes out wif sumtin xtra..don't bother to check on her at all..juz trust her work..its gd! oh ya!!if u ever need a manual photocopyin service juz cal her..she usually does duplicates of results durin FI for us... :-D

~~adam's~~ j-man's apple..she's VERY easy to work wif(on a full stomach) n always ready for a laugh..always had so much fun n stomach pain(frm laughin too hard) wenever she's around..as a class treasurer..hmm...not as efficient as i wld xpect..i know she doesnt realli like tat job but u don't hear her complain..she's the ears in our grp..luv her for that!

FPQA mates!!!

its true abt pics sayin a thousand words..Kharuna is smilling...yup! she's obliging n nv seen her moody before..she's quiet but does her part without fuss...haha..last sem, we were both in the same grp for CSAS proj...glad to hv her in my grp again...shes not much of a talker but wen u noe her interest (her luv for NLS etc) u can get her to start talkin...haha..n the great thing abt her is she doesnt bitch..say for eg. X is her team mate n X doesnt do anying for the proj or hardly comes to meetin...wen u ask her abt X, she wld juz say,"oh..she don't realli contribute much."yup..tats it..no adding of anytin like, "she's a useless bum, everytin also i hv to do for her ets"..she's a great pal in projs!

darlin van's expression says it all..she looks tired coz she hasnt been so well..wif the kissin bug n all BUT her 'bashful' smile kindda says "i'll do watever i need to do, mayb unsure of wat to do at times but ill try..juz bare wif mi alright?"tis is wat i tink la..the fact is...she, just like me will juz complain and seem stress for not bein on par wif the proj BUT she does her part..no worry there..hvin her in my grp makes mi less stress..coz as much as u want to work hard, sumtimes u juz hv to play hard too...well, she's there to remind mi of that..to mi, she won't be askin how's the proj so far...she will ask..hows ur day..its as if she knew tat proj was a stess factor therfore we shd talk abt other things..u can't help but to luv her for tat!!

in my opinion, HJ's xpression juz cant be interpreted..its like u tot she is blah blah blah but she is actually blah blah.haiz..okok...juz like karuna, she too was also in my last sem's CSAS grp..she was obliging n SUPER quiet! but as i learnt, tat isnt all..she happens to be insecured abt her work..neways, u can always count on her to do her part on time..n if u need xtra help, she doesnt seem to mind doin!

my gal-fren, 3na, here looks STRESS!!yup..no doubt abt it..i noe grp proj isnt her cup of ~~tea~~ colgate-drink..she's a great compiler!wif her fast fingers on the keyboard n her eyes for details, she is a MUST have in any grp projs..hahaha..she knows her stuff n doesnt mind sharin wif u..haiyo..her part no need to worry..its always great..wat u hv to worry is whether urs is gd too..so tat she wont be so strsss wen she compiles..her detailin attitude is great! it taught me tat details like tat is show u put in alot of effort...every detail counts! :D

-the ppl i had work with this sem had taught mi loads of stuff..i hv no regrets or qualms abt ANY of them workin wif mi in the near future!-

CaT!

2006-09-10T22:46:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

Here are some sneak shots i took durin one of my practical lessons...haha...hey!!we make gd stuff u know...

Hui Qi marinating the chicken before baking it...

VRIN's onion soup...isha gt sick of it...

Me stirring the onion soup

Pei Shan closly guarding her cream puff i think..hehe..

The 'husband & wife' team cookin up a storm!

Van and 'jonathan'

The debrief...ppl who are hardworkin records every thing Karen was sayin..ppl who are smart take the recorded stuff frm the hardworkin ones...hehehe...

Isha's turn with the steam jacketted kettle..

-hands-on is the best learning technique for me-

moments in sch...

2006-09-10T15:43:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

School isn't all about studying...its about learning and being with friends! At last! my 'new' locker!!Yea!!!eh? i don't remember puttin my ht in the application form..so how come they gv mi the lowest locker knowing i cant reach the top ones? hmm...strange..oh ya! we're in formal coz we were involve in the graduation ceremony..in 1 1/2 yrs time, ill be one of those sitting...i hope...

i realised time is precious...so wenever i start at 9 or before, i would get a ride frm dad n reach school at 7.50....den i can use the time before class to do any revisions n also keep trina company (she comes at arnd 8.15).. i hope its worth it..nvm..only results will tel...we were behind our sch waitin for the lesson to start wen 3na n i saw this...oh gosh..u shd hv seen us..or mayb mi..so 'suaku la' like nv seen water before...

the pic above was one of my 'special' moments..hahaha...here is the song that accompany it..

We're goin on a race..

We're gonna win 1st place..

Coz u have a MONKEY face!!!

Ahem!! i wasn't checkin out her butt..VRIN were at a 'fair' at design sch wen we spotted an ex sch mate of isha n mine...damn! tat skirt juz covers her butt cheecks...mind u..she wasn't like tat before..hmm..mayb i should post her before look...mayb Jean Yip or Marie France Bodyline will hire me to be their photographer..hehe..

BEWARE!!! lifts at tp hv mirrors on top..don't know why..so be careful of any cheeko pek who tries to sneak a peak at ur clevage!

-make every experience educational-

In school!!!

2006-09-10T13:48:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

We went for an excursion...to...Expo! It was the Asian Food Fair!

Can u believe those are actually REAL fruits bein nicely cut up..?! too nice to eat though...

3na & i with a scary mascot...oh ya!u see that badge on my shirt?u gt to hv one of those to enter..since we're in the 'food industry', we gt in for FREE!!! outsiders hv to PAY!!!

That is chocolate! im not kiddin...

We collected so many souvenirs..too embarrasing to show..it was a great trip though...learnt quite a few stuff...

-pics courtesy of van & 3na-

Yup! i'm stil alive!

2006-09-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

Okok..i noe im a ~~little~~ lot out-dated...so this is what i will do...
for the following posts...i will divide it into 5 main areas;

In school
With V_IN & Js
Family outings
Excursions (with my mum's sch..bleh..)
With bf? hmm...i didnt meet him often coz i was so focus into gettin gd grades tis sem...

-life is abt makin choices-

Suddenly...

2006-05-04T19:32:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

juz wen i was enjoyin learnin(although there were suddenly so many projs n tis sem's subj are all abt food...no more maths or bio : ( )labour day cums..oh ya!! isha n van were suddenly quite ra-ra on hvin a cca went the cca tingy was held..they joint mentorin..help pri sch kids..den isha made me enthu abt this pacesetters tingy..i got realli interested coz its ot a weekly tingy..its event cum,u go..no event den nutin lor..gd rite? so i rope 3na in too!yea! in the end van n isha joint nuttin..n trin n i applied for pacesetters...

-dont say u dont hv time..every1 was given 24 hrs..y do u need more?-

Ready to learn!

2006-04-24T19:04:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

School finally re-opens! YEA!!! im soooo ready to start learnin..i tink im NUTS! newyays...2 full months of holiday is VERY satisfiying..Damn! Passin everytin is great..u get to njoy and work..no worries..(Van darlin..u got to work hard hor..2months is damn shiock!)

i aim to get a gpa of 3.0...so i did sum calculation..and the only way to get it is at least a A's for ALL subjs..yup....i shd hv put in more effort in yr 1 wen the subjs were much easier..how i didnt know the grades were goin to be accumulative...so yr 1, sem 1 was 'hack-care'...yr1, sem 2 was very relax..skip lecs..haiyo!!!tis sem...its a NEW BEGINNING!

No more hip-hop...if want SEAL pts, juz do xtra stuff for sch events...no more skippin lecs...i hv to revise consistently..borrow bks frm the lib..learnt to manage time..meet bf occasionally..n get B's for ALL my subjs...lets c how it goes..am i bein a nerd?! oh gosh! my sec sch fren will nv believe i will do the above...haha....

i hv to be serious..no more foolin around...sec sch days are over..its serious stuff and i onli hv 2more yrs to get the gpa tat i want..

wth...

2006-04-21T19:27:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

tis is so embarassing....i failed my basic theory drivin test..i didnt know i had to hv less than 5 wrong..so i did all 50 qns n submit..lol!i got a shock! the screen shows 'FAIL'..i tot i wld pass..haha...hving mix feelings now...arg!!

-if onli i knew-

its juz emotions...

2006-04-15T16:32:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

i was online wif my dearest bestfriend, niza..i tink she noes mi too well..i hvnt been tellin her much abt HIM..she noes tat mean i hv either lost interest in tat guy or i felt tat theres nuttin to talk abt coz i dont noe much abt his goin-ons now..neway, she kind of put a spark to my relationship..she sent mi tis old malay song...its the 1st malay song any1 has ever sang to mi...he was the 1st to sing it to mi...i heard tat song n i burst into tears! all my emotions tat i hv been holdin juz erupted..

i cried n cried..n i juz softened up..u see, since the beginnin of the hols, i've been keepin all this heck care feelin abt him..i didnt talk to him much abt how i felt..we never did completely resolve our differences...i was afraid history will repeat itself..i had an ex..we never fought...everytin we didnt like abt each other was kept to ourselves..till one day...when sparks flew..n..we quarreled and all bad stuff came out..by then, it was too late to wotk tings out..we realised we had way too many differences n we didnt confide in each other till den..im afraid..im scared tat it will hapen again..

i cant continue..im too emotional to tink..to type..to say everytin i hv been feelin..

-sumtimes all u need is a small spark-

Workin Days @ Suntec

2006-04-13T09:19:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

Remember i told u 3na n i were offered an usherin(ps: not escorts) job at suntec?yup...we did it n to mi it was erm..FUN n BORIN!ya..coz it was so relaxin, nuttin much to do...our formal wear was taken out of the closets to be put to good use again after several mths!so here r the recounts of the workin days...

Day 1 (2pm to 7pm)

3na n i sat n watch the little kids practise their performance for 2moro..ps: the boys (sam, josh, javen, kenneth n chong soon) were listenin to crude music n playin games...

we packed 350 goodie bags too!

we had rehersal to prepare ourselves for 2moro...i had to usher the 2 co-chairs n 3na juz had to usher Dr. Vivian..

Home Sweet Home...gotta sleep early to wake up early 2moro!

Day 2 (7am to 1pm)

thank daddy for sendin mi to city hall mrt...no looong train rides wen its still dark...

i was feelin sooo excited!today is the actual ting!the launch of:i tot it was goin to be easy juz usherin 2ppl...hahah..NOT! both clare n mildred were like 2chickens..how to useher wen they keep splittin off to different places?haiyo..but everytin was fine..juz had to play-by-ear..there were many guests...the boys had graduated from playin balls @ Toa payoh to tellin ppl where to go n which seat they cld sit etc..

mi in black...

then in white(juz like the michael jackson song;black or white)..hehehe...here are sum pics 3na n i took aft everytin was over..(ps:her hp is bias..makes her look good, makes mi look round...or am i realli tat round..hmmm...) at least it did kind of show my dimple(ok nana, i support u on not changin ur hp)haha...Qn: can u identify which leg belong to me? Ans: c the nxt pic..it looks like my older sista showin me how to use a cam-phone..haha..i cant believe im tat short even wif court shoes!its like nana is 17yrs old n im 15yrs old..hahaha...
3na took tis pic to show how short i was..yup..tats the kids' trolley tat can be found at Cold Storage...lets go shoppin!!
remeber the 350 goodie bags we packed?we got to brin hm 1 coz there were like 330goodie bags left..haha..i tink the organizers forgot to gv out..hmph!neway, there was a firmin cream(to firm up my butt..izzit?does it help firm up saggin papayas in 40yrs time?), a sun-block lotion(good for van n the gal who has the tanner pair of legs...n mayb her lifeguard bf?) n oso an age-defyin cream(a cream tat defies its expiry date ar?)..tanks to NIVEA!orite..time to head home..the escorts will guard the ushers to the mrt...haha..

had loads of fun juz hangin out wif the guys n 3na!mish isha n van though..cant wait to c u guys in sch! tanks to jonathan, the friendly giant!

-pics courtesy of 3na-

juz a song to fit my mood

2006-04-10T12:09:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

here is a song to describe my rocky situation..if he is feelin tat there is sumtin not rite in tis relationship n if he knew tis song, he wld be singin it to mi...

You've Lost That Lovin' Feelin'
The Righteous Brothers

You never close your eyes anymore when I kiss your lips.

And there's no tenderness like before in your fingertips.

You're trying hard not to show it, (baby).

But baby, baby I know it...

You've lost that lovin' feeling,

Whoa, that lovin' feeling,

You've lost that lovin' feeling,

Now it's gone...gone...gone...wooooooh.

Now there's no welcome look in your eyes when I reach for you.

And now your're starting to critisize little things I do.

It makes me just feel like crying, (baby).

'Cause baby, something in you is dying.

You lost that lovin' feeling,

Whoa, that lovin' feeling,You've lost that lovin' feeling,

Now it's gone...gone...gone...woooooah

Baby, baby, I get down on my knees for you.
If you would only love me like you used to do, yeah.
We had a love...a love...a love you don't find everyday.
So don't...don't...don't...don't let it slip away.

Baby (baby), baby (baby),

I beg of you please...please,

I need your love (I need your love), I need your love (I need your love),

So bring it on back (So bring it on back), Bring it on back (so bring it on back).
Bring back that lovin' feeling,

Whoa, that lovin' feeling

Bring back that lovin' feeling,'

Cause it's gone...gone...gone,

and I can't go on,noooo...

Bring back that lovin' feeling,

Whoa, that lovin' feeling

Bring back that lovin' feeling,

'Cause it's gone...gone...

-if anytin were to happen in tis relationship, i hv no regrets-

Rough times...its not funny..im serious..

2006-04-09T03:45:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

Im UPSET! My relationship kindda rough recently..like theres no chemistry nemore...2yrs n tis is wat u get..let me start frm the beginin..when i went to poly i knew it was goin to be tough..no longer cld we see each other everyday like we used to..i remember we used to spend talkin on the phone till 4am..den c each other at sch again at 7am..i used to miss him terribly durin the weekends..so i knew goin to poly was a test for me..a major test..to test my temptation n emotions..it was to prepare me for the big exam:he goin of to NS...

neway he wld pick me up frm sch wenever he can..tat lasted for a few monhts only n the time we spent together gets lesser..he has his frens at sch n so did i..initially, i luv the freedom i got..the freedom to check out other guys, the freedom to talk to another guy-stranger without feelin guilty n the freedom to c if i still have IT..u c..back in sec sch, i had 7bf by the time i was in sec 3..i was labelled play-bunny..so wen i stead wif mr.8th, my so-called little bro said to me: i bet u guys wont last more than 3mths..

i obviously won that bet..n sumtimes i tink tat im still wif him coz of tat bet..to prove to my old sch mates tat im no longer a play-bunny...but at times i knew tat i cldnt let him go coz i wld be lost..i wasnt sure if i cld handle bein single again..no one to pamper you..no one to complain to..n no one to share ALL ur ups n downs..

my hols came n suddenly i felt lonely..i didnt 1 tat freedom anymore..i wanted his attention..but mths of so-called freedom kind of lost the chemistry we had 2yrs ago..i was easily irritated abt everytin he did..i taught he was gettin a little too childish at times..he keeps tinkin tat his band will make-it 1day..n i felt tat he wants to make a career out of it!oh gosh!!!i was sooo scared..i dont believe tat music(talented or not) is a very good future..i wont want to marry a guy who tinks music will put food on the table..BUT..wat if he wants to persue it as a career?do i break up with him becoz of his choice in life?but how do u break up wif sum1 u hv been yrs wif?wat if i cldnt find someone as good as him?wat if i break up wif him n realised it was a mistake to do so?wat if i break up n he decided not to make music as his life?do i go bk to him?(ps: it is my principle not to go back to a guy i break up wif)...

to make matters worst, i felt tat he was puttin his frens n band as his 1st piority..cant blame him.. i hvnt given him my attention either..here is an eg. he wldnt c me at my work place in Toa payoh coz he is too tired n says its too far..BUT..he wld go jalan-jalan wif his frens at orchard which is like a few stops before toa payoh..wth! n he wld go to his frens' hse aft work BUT wont go wif mi to a BBQ aft work coz he is tired...(van, i noe tat if u r in such situation, u'll b upset...dont worry..its normal..ur relationship is still fresh)

i learnt tis frm 3na..aft sumtime(wen ur relationship is OLD), you cant be bothered with his reasons..do watever you 1 2 do..if you 1 2 meet mi..tats great..if not den nvm..u dont feel upset or wld get work-up over such situations anymore..ur feelins r juz numb..coz u noe y..coz u learnt to be independent..not juz cling on to ur guy...its as if ur married n u trust each other soo much tat u dont hv to talk abt how ur day was everyday n have sex everynite..yup..old couples r not always tat lovey dovey(isha take note, van dont worry, 3na u noe wat i mean, i hope...)

i took a so-called test n tis was the result:

Sarah, you're an Amorous Adventurer

Carefree and fun, you are easily excited when it comes to new experiences — and that includes relationships. It's not that you see boyfriends as frivolous pursuits, but you enjoy the art of the chase, and you work to make sure that long-term relationships maintain that sense of adventure and surprise.You may not be the type of girlfriend who spends every waking hour with her man, but that doesn't mean you're not thinking about him. You're just an independent woman, and it's important for you to feel challenged and creative in most things you do. That's what makes any relationship an adventure

-never let a guy take control over your goals coz wen you do, you lose everyting you have been workin hard for-

Workin again...

2006-04-06T21:01:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

I went to work for my mum again today..not to file but to take a class coz short of teachers..neway, i took half of N2 class n read to them stories..it was alright la..den i got them to sleep for their nap time which was veri hard...wen they woke up, i read to them another story abt a mouse who has to watch out for the cat..den i got them to draw a cat n colour it..no time to take pics though..but ill post pics of my last workin days there..neway..my tis job as an assitent teacher will give mi $5 an hr..not bad wat...at least i dont hv to clean poo-poo..

yupyup..tis is the office...

my hapi face after work...haha...

A Dedication

2006-04-04T22:16:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

I was watchin Oprah Winfrey today n i admired her sooo much..here are a couple of reasons; she is buildin homes for the people who are left homeless due to Hurrican Katrina n has already given 60 families brand new, fully-furnished houses..she bought this plot of land n made a new neighbourhood out of it, callin it Angel's Street..she may have donated LOADS of $ but ppl all over also contributed..

She also kindda launch a search for 12most wanted child-sex offenders for the FBI and within 5mths, 4 has already been caught..one was even caught outside of America!

She is a lobby! Lobby: a group trying to influence policy: a group of campaigners and representatives of particular interests who try to influence political policy on a particular issue (Microsoft® Encarta® Reference Library 2004. © 1993-2003 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.) neway..she got the ppl of America to write to their senator n president to take more serious actions on child predators..n it works!!Now the government of america has put aside tons of $ for this so-called new law on child-sex offenders..

i am impressed by her influence n power! u c, i always tot Hitler was a great leader coz he cld make ppl believe tat blonde hair, blue eyes were the true breed of human beings..n he lead Germany..BUT he wasnt blonde or blue-eyes or German! but wen i saw oprah, it made me realised that a great leader was not someone who cld influence n lead..it was some1 who cld influence n lead n still win the hearts of many without terror or threat..tat is a GREAT LEADER..

to me, a stong woman wld stand up for her rights, be strong wen the goin gets tough n not let a man rule her life..i dedicate tis song to all the greatest n strong women in the world..

I Will Survive Lyrics
by Gloria Gaynor

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me
Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive
It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me

-ps:go listen to tis song n if a guy happens to insult you r break ur heart, tis song is a healer..at least for mi it was-

Workin Day @ Toa Payoh HDB Hub -Day 3

2006-04-02T23:01:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggy,

I was jittery the whole day...cant wait till 8pm..not coz its the last day, but its a special day for someone special..neway..my angels yest had started complainin abt muscle aches here n there..awww...i was gettin desperate too..i cant possibly be pickin up balls again...DEN...an IDEA came! i tot of a way to catch those balls without havin to bend to pick them up...i told isha why not cut the excess net at the side n put it behind to make like a basket so tat the balls n cans will juz drop inside...i told 3na n priss abt it..pris got 1 of the management gals to help mi..IT WORKS!!!! the whole day was so relax...say bye bye to pickin up balls on the floor..y didnt i tink of tat on day 1?!?!..but like they say..no pain no gain..

look carefully..theres a net behind the table now..n our hapi faces!!!

durin lunch, tis guy who took care of the supermarket team came up to 3na n mi n told 3na tat he wanted to c her after lunch..GOSH!!he was kindda Frightening..the way he said it was like 3na was in trouble or sumtin..i tot wat happen la..we came up wif possible reasons like 3na was wearin slippers...haha..but she had been wearin for the last 2days..van was wearin shorts yest..hmm..

neway..i was pretty anxious..3na went to find him n i went bk to my stall..DEN...i saw 3na cummin up to mi n said with a pointin finger, 'Awww!!!' i was like WAT!! i tot i was in trouble coz i wasnt at my stall for quite sumtime to get sumtin..n tat sumtin was kindda smuggled under the table at my booth..n 2 gals frm the management saw..so i tot i was in realli BIG TROUBLE!

tat big, frightenin guy hu was lookin for 3na came up to mi n immediately test my height..i tot he wanted sum1 tall so i tip-toe..lol!!!he wanted 3na n mi to do sum usherin n need sum1 SMALL to do it coz the guest of honour was small..more abt tat later..

the day went by GREAT!!!so relax but i was abit anxious coz...

WE ARE CELEBRATING TRINA B'DAY!!! (in advance) she had no idea abt it..it was a surprise..duh..let the pics do the talkin..so i can stop crappin arnd..

isha n monchi preparin the bday cake while van n i were keepin 3na away...hehe..

here's a close up on the cake..a FRUIT cake coz tats wat nana likes...

3na wasnt sure hus bday was it as we(frens there) started to sing hapi bday as isha brought in the cake out of nowhere....until van said, ITS UR BDAY!

3na makin a wish as isha holds the cake..

poor gal..bcoz of peishan, she had cream on her cheek..

nah..a closer look...hope those disgustin zits dont start poppin!den she gotta go thru another wacky ritual..tanks to classmates of AA14.. 3na cuttin the cake..van helped too..VRI- gave her 3hand puppets frm saseme street characters..'sunnny day...'

these ppl arnd me has seen my best n worst over the last 2days..i always wonder y its so hot to see a sweaty, muscular guy but wen a gal is all sweaty n her hair all over its EKK!!haha..it was a memorible WORKIN experience..(ps: these guys were in the same sch as my cuz n my mum was there yest)

-pics may burn, phone no. may be lost but memories will stay wif you-

-pics courtesy of VRIN-

Workin Day @ Toa Payoh HDB Hub -Day 2

2006-04-01T22:37:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

My butt n thighs HURT like after a marathon run! Seriously!my mood wasnt so hype as yest...tired ma..wat to do..n it didnt help wen the Q wld not stop since 10am..we closed at 8pm...

tank god for GREAT friends..they were like ANGELS helpin mi, isha n monchi at the stall..here r sum of those special ppl...(Van, Jin Loong, Jun Jie aka Mr. Calculator, 3na n Pris)

i was calculatin for abt 2hrs plus(juz b4 lunch) wen tis cameraman came n zoom in on wat i was doin...OH GOSH!!!my stomach was GROWLING,my hand had stamp marks (tanks to Javen), i had been MANTALLY calculatin for the last couple of hours or so(my head was spinnin wif nos.), i juz kept prayin tat no aunty came up to mi n tell mi tat i calculated wrongly..tank god none came..so embarrasin if the cameraman were to record it..the ordeal was over in like 10mins which seems 30mins at tat time...

neway, our stall receive complains tat poor service coz we didnt pick up the balls n pass to them..instead we juz kick the balls at a corner to let these ppl to pick it up themselves..(monchi's idea) so wen management came, we had to go back to pickin up balls..isha n i tot of gettin dustpan to pick it up but we had other tings on our minds(for 2moro)..

-Great friends may not be sumone you r close to..they r the ones who will be there wen you need help-

Workin Day @ Toa Payoh HDB Hub -Day1

2006-03-31T22:50:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

2day is the start of my work @ the Toa Payoh HDB Hub..Yipee!!ill b bored to death if im not workin..neway, its the Moneysense Road show..so many activites goin on like the supermarket race,lucky draws, performance by celebrties like Patricia Mok n Irene Ang,8game stalls etc...neway, isha, myself n monchi mend the 'knockin the cans' stall.

this is our stall..the player gets 3tries to get both cans of the table wif the balls(1ball per try)..easy rite..ya for them..not for us though...we had to pick up the balls n cans EACH time it drops...but it was fun though..

sum of my classmates n sch mates were also involve in tis event...

prisilla n 3na are in-charge of the stalbasketball l...i tink the height of the hoop is an insult to small kids who cant reach..(kids r the main customers)javen, josh n sam r suppose to be workin on the supermarket race..not sure why they r playin golf..hmm...needed to swing sum balls to relax i guess...haha..

Benjamin n Jin Gua r givin kids illegal weapons...GUNS!! to shoot down the BALLS..haha...

A blur pic of Ming Hui..must Thank her..if not for her hu got us tis job, i wld b wastin $ in shoppin malls den earnin them..tanks dearie!!

Van at her own stall...not sure y she's swingin those balls wen she can juz swing into Timo's arms..haha...

i was sweatin like a sucklin pig...haha...njoyable but a pain in the ass (literaly)..my butt n thighs hurt soo BAD..not sure if can manage to pick up those balls ornot 2moro...gosh..i need HELP!!!

-QN: What did i learnt frm tis? ANS: Wen its free(even if its tissue), s'poreans, no matter how handsome or pretty will turn UGLY!-

Happy b'day Daddy!!!

2006-03-30T23:20:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

I went to Toa Payoh HDB for a debrief for 2moro's work..soo excited to work..haha..seems promising n fun..hmm..neway..i went bk hm to celebrate daddy's bday...Happy Birthday Daddy!!my whole family was there..i 4got to take pics till the cake was half gone..nvm..ill juz put the pic of his present, juz the box..

-there is no gift as expensive as the one tat is from the heart-

It's family day!!!

2006-03-26T22:26:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Went cyclin today with my dad n mum..missed DAYS (religious class) but wat the heck..its not like i cld spend every weekend with my WHOLE family..my dad works on a project basis so wen he has a new project, he works 7days a week n looong hours..so any chance to spend time wif BOTH my parents is a chance not to miss...after a loong, rough 4yrs or so of family heartbreaks n a shattered family,tis is a dream...its been a veri veri loong time since we did stuff like tat..

Neway, we went to Pasir Ris Park to cycle..frm 8am till almost 12...i dont hv the map so cant xactly tell u how far we cycled..i noe its almost a FULL 2rounds..

My parents decided to stop for awhile to eat breakfast...

So we stop near tis playground tat i luv sooo much wen i was little..i still LOVE it...the slide is either no lonnger smooth or my butt has got bigger coz it was so HARD to slide down..nvm..the flying fox seems lower which means ive grown..it used to be quite high..the spiderman tingy is still as big as ever...but i made mr. spidy proud by climbing to the top..YEA!!!

we stop to take in the salty fresh air...isnt the view incredible?

we took a break again arnd 10 plus..coz im hungry..didnt take breakfast juz now..too bz at the playground..daddy say i was childish..hmph! no wonder he cancelled disney channel n cartoon network..hmph!no more tom n jerry for me..No more tweety..hmph...we went to White Sands to change dad's bike seat..ha say his butt pain coz seat is too hard..excuses..pss...he has a big butt..juz dont want to admit..male pride..haha..

we went to granny's house which is near High Sing which is near DownTown to say hi n bye..den we cycled all the way to the other end towards Loyang to c where daddy works...these r sum of the ship he works on...he design n c to the buildin of certain ship structures...

we went bk home after tat...i sweat soooo much ...it was a great way to burn those fats...u dont feel breathless, yet u sweat..

-everyday is a chance to be with your love ones-

BUGIS...Herre we come!

2006-03-23T22:39:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

went out wif VIN n Niza today ..niza is my sec sch best friend...bought tis off-shoulder green shirt n niza got herself a necklase..oh ya! 3na was the last to arrive SHOCKER!!! we basically had fun window shoppin...i hvnt my galfrens for so long..the feelin i had today is too hard to say in words...so here r the pics to tell u the story...

since 3na was the last to arrive, we were makin a guess wat bottoms she was wearin...we were all wrong...she was in shorts!

we went to Pretty in Tokyo n took so many pics..for FREE..coz.. i brought my digi cam..a life saver..so here r the pics..

the stars of channel u, channel 8, suria n channel 5! (go figure out)

The SPLENDID WEEKEND

2006-03-20T20:24:00.000-08:00

Dear bloggy,

I had a MARVOLOUS friday, saturday n sunday! Here was wat i did:

Friday: Met my TP pals to go to this NTUC tingy..felt xcited coz loong time no c them ma..i was the 2nd last to arrive (SAM was last)..haha...den we headed to tis NTUC buildin n went to dont-noe which level to a very nice meetin room..there were also other non-TP ppl...we had a nice view of the spore river...the merlion was block by another buildin..van wasnt there..had to study for sups...jia yo!! (ps: hope shes not wif MR. TIMbaktu)

we were in 1 of tis buildin i tink..

Saturday: Went msia for a while wif mum..ate the DELICIOUS fish n chip at secret recipe..shop for shoes for awhile...mum bought a pair of shoes n sandles(which i will wear..tank GOD our shoe size r the same..im tryin to get her to have the same waist n hip size as mine so she dont hv to over-expend my pants all the time...hehe...hmm..brought home MANY swiss rolls n little pastries frm Seasons..n 2pacs of SCRUMSIOUS(hope i spell it rite..3na not online to tell me how to spell) lamb chops for daddy's dinner n my lunch 2ml..

Sunday: Dad n Mum went fishin at pasir ris park..i went much later after religious class..mum caught only 1 fish (the other time got 3)..so tis guy nxt to us gave 1 of his 6 fishes..haha..dad oso bought for me a bicycle..YIPEE!!!

-Is work so important tat you have to push ur love ones aside?-

workin wif my mummy..

2006-03-15T20:05:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Today is the last day i'll be workin for my mum..if u tink she works in sum kind of air-con office n do all the paper work in one of those high rise buildin...u r half rite..u see, she is the principal of a childcare centre in pasir ris..so yes, she is mostly in the office answerin phone calls as well as email frm parents n headquaters in an air-con rm...BUT...wen u open the door...u hear NOISE!! u hear children speakin to one another loudly..nono..i tink they're screamin..n the teachers r competin wif them to get their attention..

Nvm abt tat...wat i had to do over the past 5 1/2 days were to do TONS of fillin...(the office cupboards r a mess coz the last principal wasnt very tidy n organise..) make phone calls enquiry for the children excursions, do up parents notice boards (tis the fun part coz i miss doin such stuff ever since i left GVSS), i get to go LOADS of stampinn photocopyin(had the urge to photocopy my face but heard tat it isnt good for ur health) ...hmm..ya...but the worst was goin round the sch wif 2boxes of keys tat has no labels! i had to match the keys to the locks of every cupboards n doors..plus my mum centre has 2units..(unit A n unit B)...

she did pay me $50 of course..considerin i get air-con, access to msn, no time limit to the fillin n eatin watever, wenever i 1..i tink tat was pretty reasonable...ill load sum pics later...

-workin like tis is fun but i miss all my fav afternoon shows-

swimming lessons

2006-03-13T00:09:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

here are some pics on my so-called swimmin lessons...

Started at home in the bath tub..haha..

i'm all ready to be in a REAL swimmin pool

wen i was much older n tryin to learn to swim on my own..den started goin for swimmin lessons in pri 4.

now i'm an expert...haha..cant save ppl though..snorkelling out at sea in Tioman (believe me its a sea n not a swimmin pool) the sea n beacg were sooo clean n clear...

-ppl used to say tat learnin to swim is important since we live on an island-

reasons y i shd live on my own (part 2)

2006-03-12T20:52:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Now i can c why my dad can't stand my mother sumtimes..yesterday we celebrated my cuz Melody 1mth old bday..it was held at the safra club near Tanah Merah Country Club..neway, i took tat opportunity to bowl..my dad was coachin me..mt mother on the other hand, was coachin me too..at first..den..after the 2nd game, she started pressurin me by sayin, 25cents down the drain or 25cents wasted everytime my bowlin ball went down the drain.. : ( i was sooo upset n i cldnt concentrate..my points were gettin worst..now i realise the reason i played so badly in msia compared to here..i tot it was the shoe or the bowlin ball..NOT..it was my MOTHER..

u c bloggy, long looong time ago, my parents were sportsmen..they went for all kinds of competition..frm netball to bowlin to baseball etc..i remembered wen i was young, my cuzzins were taught to roller blade, cycle and even bowl by them..bein the youngest..they tot i was way too young to be taught..so i picked up alot of tings on my own...

baby no more

2006-03-12T20:44:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

i went to my little cuz 1mth old bdae... : ( i used to be the baby in my family..bein the youngest on my dad's side, im often given $$$...my uncles n grandma pampers me...untill...BABY Melody came into tis world...im not sayin i dont like her...she's too young to not like..wait till she's the irritatin age..neway..till den..i juz gotta stay in sch unlike my cuzzins who r all workin...u c, wen u work, u get $ so my uncle stops gvin them $..i swear im not jealous of melody..y shd i? she hvnt start takin n demandin things yet..im juz in a state of mix feelings...haha.. : p

-jealousy kills a man faster den smokin-

East Coast Park

2006-03-10T22:05:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

i went to east coast park wif my mum's sch 2dae with all the little kids, imps n tots to build tents...it brought bk past horrible memmories though...

in sec 2, i went for this council selection camp..tat was the time i tink i realli had arm muscles..u see, everitime someone gets punished, all campers had to do push ups...the culprit had to do it on mud which in my oinion is better den hard ground..

neway, back to the tents...on the 1st nite we were taught to build tents. den in grps of 5 we had to build our own tent..if not pitch properly, we will c stars as we sleep..neway, one of my fren's tent got burn down by a teacher..not the whole tent..juz the ropes tat held it to the grnd..the reason, the boys did not help the gals pitch wen they were done wif theirs. i tink we eventually got all tents pitch by 3am (we started arnd 10pm)..so we onli zzzzz at 4am n woke up at 6am to do mornin exercise...more push ups..

it was torturous but FUN!!! i got in the student council after i showed my potential at the camp n got thru the interview..the tears, sweat, humillation n loss of voice was nothin compared to the things i learned about teamwork n the frends i made...

opps!!i forgot all abt east coarst park..nvm..ill post pics...

-the only way to have a friend is to be one-

reasons y i shd live on my own (part 1)

2006-03-07T00:27:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

i cant stand my MOTHER. im soooo angry...she treats me like a maid...here is our conversation wen she got hm frm work...

mother: wat r we eatin for dinner?

maid: wat u want to eat?

mother: make hot watever leftover

maid: ok. wait. (i was bz msgin)

mother: y wait? im hungry you know.

wah liao...wait for 1min oso cannot ar...WTH...arg...i need an apartment of my own...

i'm sooo sick,i can hardly move

2006-02-28T23:59:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

i'm soooo sick...im down wif COUGH, FLU, FEVER n HEADACHE...i can hardly get out of bed...juz wen i wanted to njoy my holiday...haiz...

-a spoon full of sugar makes the medicine goes down by Mary Poppins-

Exam Week!!!

2006-02-25T23:35:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

The past week has been TERRIBLE! firstly the exam timetable sucks...how cld they put all the memorizin subj togetther wif the sci stuff...n leave maths on the last day...hello?! where gotr time to study...neway, heres my xpectation for tis sem's results: (least/most)
BMic: C/C+
FC: D/D+
BNF: F/D
MSt2: B+/A
Socio: B/B+
UIR: B/B+
CSAS: C/C+
Let's see how it goes...now its time to ENJOY!!!

-stop wat ur doin n c the beauty of tings around you-

Stress n a Renunion

2006-02-04T21:37:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

i had Sociology xams juz now...it sucks...seriously...NEVER study socio the nite before...for sum subj can but NOT socio...neway, i went to my ex-form teacher's home today wif sum ex-classmates frm GV...n she has a cute, adorable baby gal, Emma...i cant seem to upload pics frm my hp...hmmm...wonderin y...okok...till den, there will b no pics in here...

-a picture says a thousand words-

3 reasons y i luv tis yr january...

2006-01-31T20:03:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Here are 3reasons as to y i luv January 2006...

1) Its the start of a brand new yr..to learnt frm past mistakes n to make more mistakes...hehe...
2) My birthday falls on tis mth...means its either presents or $$$
3) Chinese New Year is also in tis mth...means MORE $$$...its as per usual...xcept, my cuz is now married therefore Xtra bling! bling!

-u may hv all the money in the world but u got nothing wen u got no heart-

Its Depressing....

2006-01-30T09:00:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

its been a long time since i reflected wat happened the pass few wks...hmm...dont noe where to start...so much has happened...tats the prob wen u got so many projs and datelines to meet (ps: i use to spell it as : deadlines)...n me bein a last minute person doesnt help either...so here is wat im gonna do...im gonna post my thoughts,inspirations n stories of the last few wks at a time...well...here goes...

They sae time waits for no man...shouldnt it wait for a woman?

Surprise! Surprise!

2006-01-28T00:53:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Wat a surprise! hadi was suppose to meet me aft sch yest to catch a movie at TM...but it was a conspiracy between him n V-IN...u c, V-IN planned to throw a surprise bday party n i didnt even realise or suspect anytin for 2reasons...1) i was so stress over yest quiz 2) 3na asked if they cld postpone my bdae to nxt mth coz tis whole wk bz wif quizzes...i was a tiny bit hurt coz i remember plannin for van's party arnd quiz time too...but to me, a bday is once a yr tingy n quizzes will always be there...neway i let my guards down...LOL!! they were plannin the whole ting rite in front of me...u see, yest was filled wif lec therefore, there was no way they cld get away frm me..so wat they did was msg...n told mi a bunch of stories which up till now im not sure y i believed...mayb coz i trust them too much...(ps: hey V-IN,dont worry, i still trust u guys)...neway, 3na said she was goin msia n isha n van sae they were both goin out...so i tot 2myself wah! juz nice...i was goin out wif hadi too ...wat a joke...i didnt get to meet hadi at all...to cut the story short, ill juz post pics...

Instead of hadi, i met van! n guess wat..isha n 3na too!!! Bloody hell...i tot 3na was suppose to b in msia the way she ran out of sch...haha...
Yea! Presents!

The masterminds behind tis bday surprise

We went to watch memoirs of a geisha n tis was aft the show...

Not forgettin the guys...opps! i seem to b standin tooo close to Chairman...can c sayuri behind the camera fuming mad...hehe...cum on...its my bday...let me hv Chairman for the nite ok as a bday gift...hehe...juz kiddin...

tanks darlin V-IN, wei jie n javen for tis surprise party...never had 1 b4...always seem to b plannin for others..tanks soooooo much....it means alot to me...

pics courtesy of Farisha bte Subari

18 by yr but not at heart n obviously not physically...

2006-01-25T23:39:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

its my bdae to say...n juz my luck, we had a quiz todae...V-IN did a really sweeet ting for me today...they sang a bdae song via hp...hmm...wonder if 3na can load it...haha...neway they all sent me bdae greetings via sms...here is an eg. by isha:

Rosy rosy sexy n thin,
Attract guys in sch 2day,
Now u r finally 18,
Yeay! Happy bday!
(english panton*)
hahaha.May u hv a blessful n joyful days ahead. its time 2party my dear n hey, ur grown up now. Dun let height become d measure of age n maturity..ur 1 lady wif high confidence n u go gerl! :-*

Tanks isha! n to Van n 3na too...tanks for every1 tat has sent me hapi bdae msg...
Oh ya! Happy bday niza!!!(shes my sec sch best fren hu shares the same birth date as me)

-Life is too short to dwell on the past-

Birthday Party

2006-01-22T23:58:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

i celebrated my bday in advance...(its suppose to b 25th jan). it almost didnt hapen coz i was so fed up of organizin my own bdae party since pri 6..u see...every yr xcept in sec 1 n last yr, i invite all my classmates as well as close frens frm other class...my family frm both sides will also cum...my dad had been gettin the food via caterin since i was sec 2 coz my mum doesnt 1 2 cook anymore...n every yr he wld grumble n say tat i always tell him last minute..wth..so i wanted to invite my frens tis yr...but i was so angry...here is why:

Me: Mummy i want to hold a party tis sun( it was tue)
Mum: Wat party?
Me: My bdae la(startin to get irritated coz she 4got abt my bdae)
Mum: Oh! tis Sun ar? Wen your bday?
Me: 25 Jan, nxt wk Wed..c! u 4got rite (okie, i xploded oreadi...)

i juz walk away...almost cry...im very emotional...how cld she 4get?!?! its not like she has many kids or anytin...im an only child for god's sake...oh ya...i 4got...she wasnt keen on havin a child neway...den went my dad was sendin me to sch tat dae, the subj was brought up again...the 1st ting he asked was how many ppl...den wen i say im not sure coz hvnt invite he grumbles...how am i suppose to invite wen i hvnt got their permission? every yr its the same situation...so i decided to juz call my family members...

so 2day or rather just now, i helped my mum cooked...coz less den 25ppl wat...my mum had the nerve to shout at me for cuttin the carrot wrongly. its my bdae so how cum im doin the cookin too? it has always been like tat...

u noe wats the best ting of tis yr bdae? it wasnt the ppl tat came coz every yr its the same ppl...it wasnt the presents..it was the choc cake frm secret recipe...haiz...all i wanted was a bdae bash wif all my closest frens frm TPS, GVSS n TP n my family members...im 18 at last but i dont feel like one...

-i decided not to hold anymore bdae party in the future, but den again, tats wat i always say-

Models n 'jam-n-hop'

2006-01-20T23:05:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

went to school today to meet up wif my socio grp members...den went to see darlin Van's modeling competition...as well as (singtel) n sam...u see...i didnt get to see it last week coz i had an my monthly appointment with Mrs. RED n damn she was such a pain literally(u noe wat i mean gals)...neway, i played pool wif javen n josh n isha at Pavillion before goin to TM for the modelin contest...boy was it hot in there or wat!! ...phew...

i left early to go c jam n hop at TP...got the news tat Van didnt make it thru tis round...the follon cheer is dedicated to her...
its ok,its alright
there is always another time!
(ps: if u heard it b4, u r rite...its sooo Sweet Valley)

jam n hop was alright...i miss it last yr coz went to msia aft oreintation...

-study as if theres exam 2moro, party as if there no 2moro-

TP open house...

2006-01-20T17:51:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

My school (Temasek Polytechnic) is havin an open house...n for the 1st time in my whole sch life, i was not involve in such sch events...i feel strange...i miss bein part of such tings like i used to...but i shall keep my promise...i told myself wen i entered TP, tat i wld try to limit my sch activities n to concentrate more in sch work...well, the 1st part has been true, but the latter...erm...haha...neway, i 'played' a different role..i acted as a normal sec sch kid interested in wat tism poly had to offer..n wat did i get, many pamphlets n goodie bags!!!

-ur always young when your heart is like a child-

YEA! Internet at last!

2006-01-19T22:34:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

2day is THE DAY. The day i got my internet...i used to hv one last time under starhub but it was a dial up plan...some1 used my line n the bill was $200+...obviously my parents were furious...starhub didnt warn us tat such cld happen...so last wk i went to apply singtel broad bnd student plan...n it seems to be workin fine....at last internet at home aft several mths...

-technology is one of the most powerful things on earth...look at the internet..-

CIP, Modelling, Recording

2006-01-14T22:26:00.000-08:00

Dear bloggy,

Wat a day! My class had CIP 2dae n we were suppose to go frm house to house in this blk and ask if the family require any childcare assistant..etc..well, the place was pretty run down...there was this flat which had its door painted red by loan sharks. But through it
all, the one tat really broke my heart was wen we(trina, isha n i) went to this house where 3little kids were left alone wif no adult supervision n the door was not locked.And wen i sae little, i
meant not even in pri sch and the youngest was kind of still crawlling. Their grandma had
apparently went to the market n their other was not in s'pore...haiz...its sad...i live in a 5room
flat with both parents n i still complains how life is soo sucky...didnt realise how lucky i was...

Van was missing in action....if u read the tittle, u will know what i mean...Hadi went recording today with his band...hmm... i wouldnt say they re the best i ve heard but they re ALOT better den wen they 1st started back in 2003.

-you wont know how much something means to you till you lose it-

CIP, modeling, recording

2006-01-13T22:27:00.000-08:00

Dear
Bloggy,
Wat a day! my class had CIP today n
we were suppose to go frm house to house
in
this blk and ask if the family require any childcare
assistant..etc..well,
the place was pretty run down...there was this
flat
which had its door painted
red by loan sharks. But through it
all,
the one
tat really broke my heart wen
we(trina, isha n i)
went
to this
hse where
3little kids were left alone wif no
adult
supervision n
the door was
not locked.And wen i sae little, i
meant
not yet even in
pri sch and the
youngest was kind of still
crawlling. Their
grandma had
apparently went to
the market n
their
mother was not in
s'pore...haiz...its sad...i live in a
5room
flat with
both parents n i
didnt
realise how lucky i
was...

Van was missing in action....if u read the tittle, u will know what i
mean...Hadi went recording today with his band...hmm... i wouldnt say they
re
the best i ve heard but they re ALOT better den wen they 1st started
out
back in

2003...

-you wont know how
much something means to
you till you lose
it-

2006-01-13T19:16:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Woke up to c a gloomy sight
So wore an unflattering long skirt I might
Was studying in the car went I fell asleep
Horror! Highlighter I 4got to keep
Jacket was worn to cover the stain
A sick chicken look alike was what I became…
Many guys I saw 2dae day
But no1 came up to say,
“May I have ur no. miss?”
“Just type it on my hp please”
The sun was blazing by noon
I tank god the rainy season is over soon
BMic lec we skipped
Went to the library, project we did
Apel lesson was such a chore
Coz CP was such a bore
Problems were told on the ride home
Prisilla went shopping with van alone
Back home I reflect,
Weather may change; this poem might sound lame,
But true friends will always stay the same.

rainin dinnos & hippos

2006-01-11T19:03:00.001-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Argggg!!!interview was so nerve wrecking!! Argg!!!FC lec cancelled…last min tell coz if tell earlier, no one would cum 4 BNF..haha… So sleepy during maths …is it the weather?oh no!it coz I came bk frm msia yest late…haha… Rain rain (dinnos & hippos)… went to circuit rd at paya lebar wif darling hadi to check out the blk for tis sat community service..i had to go c the no. of units each blk has den assign them to my class…sucky rite? Don’t know why this semester have to do so many stuff…so thought go there to check by counting the letter box…OH GOSH!!! No letter box! ….and it didn’t just end there…there were so MANY cats (gotta warn isha) and mosquito…mayb it was raining and there were stagnant water coz drilling on the floor had created many ‘lobangs’…tat wasn’t so bad rite? But the worst was on the way there…im a tampanisian-punggolian…so I was alittle unfamiliar with the place there…felt like a tourist carrying a s’pore road map (so embarrassing rite?) Den ‘darling’ hadi purposely held it up high not just to show ppl how short I was but also to say im a ‘tang-kuku’…haha…

A little effort goes a long way...i think...

rainin dinnos & hippos

2006-01-11T19:03:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Argggg!!!!!!! BNF interview was so nerve wrecking!! Argg!!!!
FC lec cancelled…last min tell coz if tell earlier, no one would cum 4 BNF..haha… So sleepy during maths …is it the weather?oh no!it coz I came bk frm msia yest late…haha… Rain rain (dinnos & hippos)… went to circuit rd at paya lebar wif darling hadi to check out the blk for tis sat community service..i had to go c the no. of units each blk has den assign them to my class…sucky rite? Don’t know why this semester have to do so many stuff…so thought go there to check by counting the letter box…OH GOSH!!! No letter box! ….and it didn’t just end there…there were so MANY cats (gotta warn isha) and mosquito…mayb it was raining and there were stagnant water coz drilling on the floor had created many ‘lobangs’…tat wasn’t so bad rite? But the worst was on the way there…im a tampanisian-punggolian…so I was alittle unfamiliar with the place there…felt like a tourist carrying a s’pore road map (so embarrassing rite?) Den ‘darling’ hadi purposely held it up high not just to show ppl how short I was but also to say im a ‘tang-kuku’…haha…

A little effort goes a long way...i think...

2006-01-08T22:51:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

2dae I went to Compass Pt wif my parents to apply for the singnet broadband (at last).so we join the queue…u see..we have to take no. b4 goin to the counters…but b4 takin no., u hv to xplian to tis guy ur prob n he will gv u the no. tat is understandable as we Singaporeans are used to such system…but…it was a loooong queue and onli 1 guy…like hello?!?! (ironically the shop’s name is hello) cant someone juz open up another counter???neway…my parents were getting a little impatient (typical sporeans hu xpect tings to go faster den 10mins) and here cums along a lady out of nowhere tryin to help tat poor-but-cute guy…so she attended to us…we asked her, “we’re inquiring on the student plan”. she replied,” below 15?” im obviously not(though my height tells otherwise)…and she said,"not 15yrs old cannot" and walks off to attend another customer..wah!u shd hv seen my dad..he was not hapi wif her quickly-sae-wats-ur-prob-i-got-no-time attitude..
In the end, we ended buying a quilt for my parents bedrm, 4cushions, a pair of slip-ons(my mum’s) and vacuum bag…

...All well ends well...

Run for your life

2006-01-07T18:50:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Yesterday, the VRIN took part in the Will’s attempt to break record…we had to RUN at least 1km…haha…1yr without PE and i felt like a tortoise…anyway, I think I didn’t push my limits (its not a race or NAFA test what) coz felt no cramps today…so I happily went for my adventure learning program…it was raining so only did indoor activities. So FUN! I learnt to sabo the leaders and teamwork (DUH!) and to run for your life when you see someone with flour…haha(get the picture?) we ran up and down and side ways and blah...den now got cramps...had a mini ‘surprise’ celebration for Fiona, shanti n jin loong…(MH is so…………)left early coz it was not fun…wonder if van will get in you-will-know-what-later…

All things are difficult before they are easy. Thomas Fuller , M.D.

The Sun is Down...My Heart Beats Fast...

2006-01-06T02:15:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

i was so upset yest...i finish sch at arnd 7pm..daddy wasnt goin 2 pick mi up coz work..so i msg my darlin hadi...but he tired... :(.. i hate goin hm alone n he noes tat...he shd oso noe tat i 'don't hv a gd feelin' wen the sun goes down..neway, i had my mp3 wif mi so..........btw i 4got 2tell u i got a new wallet given by....Hadi!!Yea...New Year's present...haha...erm..i got nuttin else to rite...now at sch preparin 4 a run later..tell u more 2ml...

???Did u noe tat the brain takes 20mins to register wat ur eatin? yup! so eat slower... hapi eatin!

im lovin' it...

2006-01-04T01:11:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

sch 2dae was great!! 9am till 2pm(4hrs onli) hehe... u see, there was a prob in timetable...wen it was announced yest tat BNF tut cancelled, ming hui 1 mi to c if i can change BMic tut to earlier timeslot...so i did...BUT...maths oso change...so its lec,tut,lec,tut..poor AA14...neway..went to TM 4awhile den walk arnd tamp interchange & at last, bought a yellow long sleeve t shirt...i did wat I had to do…I spend time wif jam..watch tv wif her etc..oh ya!i feel weird…like sumtin is missing…the projects!! All handed in oreadi…I hope tat all my time spent on it was worth the marks ill get..

Dont juz set a goal...work for it!

Bk to sch! Road is jam!

2006-01-03T00:52:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Sch has started!!!Yea!!! Hvnt complete assign n projects..hehe...luv the feelin of adrenaline rush coz STRESS!! im crazy rite? so neway, 2dae at arnd 7am went to mum sch to print 4 isha n van FC lab report...last nite den i noe hv 2hand in by 9am...haiz...tank god 4 daddy(got car)...almost late..3na gv VRI- a postcard each...so sweet BUT sae tat isha is the least meanest among us...hmph!!!neway...2dae quite rush coz hvnt finish socio project...oh ya!!! my cuz jam stayed over at my hm...didnt hv time to entertain her coz of bloddy opps! i mean terrible project...felt so bad...will make it up 2ml if she not goin bk yet...

Life is short..do wat u hv to do 2dae..2moro mite not come..

A New Yr! A New Everything!

2006-01-01T22:20:00.000-08:00

Dear bloggy,

Hapi New Year!!!

i hvnt been gd last yr as i wasn't consistent in usin u...im sowie...
i've made a new yr resolution n tat is...

to use u often...
to get a driver's lisence by the end of tis yr...
to play less pranks on my frens..(no prank..life wld b borin rite?hehe)
to be more focus in my studies..
to get an internet line at hm by feb(mine was cancelled last yr)...
to njoy any family time as much as possible(my parents almost divorce but everytin ok now)..
to cut down on my sms(last mth was 785+)..hehe..
to read the newspapers(at least every wkend)..
to keep a healthy diet..
set a day & time to do yoga...

neway, spent my time spring cleanin the whole house wif my mum...and tryin to finish up all hw(HELP!)...cant wait to see my frens 2ml...so exicitin!!

Be Happy! Stay Happy! Smile always :)

from your darlings...

2005-11-30T20:55:00.000-08:00

=) trina's here! rose's having trouble blogging->she has to write a draft on paper before she can type here. AWW. =D

vanessa here, this is my message to rose: PLS START BLOGGING for GOODNESS SAKES. or else.. short jokes are gonna flood your tag board. * evil laughs. hahahahahaa

Farisha here!!! hey rose! dun be stressed up abt not knowing what to write in ur blog. u dun need tt piece of paper to pen down ur thoughts...jus do it by typing!!! yeay!! let's have tau suan with me later..mayb epok epok n chee chong fun with milo will be yummy! :D

a torture or a blessin in disguise?

2005-11-16T16:50:00.000-08:00

wen i recieve my timetable...i was like YEA!!!!!!!! im in sociology...i was glad tat i was in socio but was hopin to get into psychology...well it was a blessing in disguise coz heard tat psych was HARD!..neway,i got a shock of my life wen they renewed the timetable...i had a weird subj la...dont noe wat UIR..n it seems tat most of my classmates hv it...so i tot it was a compusory subj..turns out 2b another cds...wat the hell...nvr knew it exsists...haha...neway...did all i cld to change to leadership...BUT...couldnt...haiz...so im stuck here...a boring class abt Usin Internet as a Research Tool...spendin my lab time updatin my blog...mayb its god's wish...

Ps.my spellin sucks...

im new to this...:)

2005-11-15T21:32:00.000-08:00

Hi!!!!!!!!!!to everyone hu noes mi...i juz started tis blog coz my frens(V-I-N) has been buggin mi...haha...well...i guess its not tat bad...i usually pen down my thoughts(literaly) n they're kindda personnel...not sure if im goin to do tat here or not...c my mood..haha...opps! the lec is here...haha...im in UIR now...sucky course...tell u y later...gotta go..adious!